This honesty is heartbreakingly beautiful. It is so important that you are willing to share these raw, real feelings with the world. It’s such a unique situation where people can have context about you as a person by seeing you in your different phases (around the channel) and then listen to you share these incredibly relatable and human feelings. I’m so glad that these help you to feel not alone because I’m positive that they will help many others also not to feel so alone. These are a wonderful gift. I’m also grateful that you share that you have the support of a wife and a family and that we know that you have such good support at your workplace. Hugs.